About a looser who lost every thing

iam fascinated with every thing in the world ,some times i create art,speaks truth of life and fight for those labours who has been tourcherd by those capitalist and cant race their hands against them, that is why they call me an artist, philosopher and socialist,but i never consider my self as an artist or philosopher or socialist,because my life is faded so only thing i do is painting this black and white world and making it colourful,i dont know how to explain my self,if you have every thing in your life like love,money,happiness and sucess then you will become a doctor,engineer,scientist or somthing else other wise this crazy world will call you an artist or philosopher.